Alhamdulillah tahun baru.

ga ada yang beda.

maksudnya yaa, setiap tahun baru yang saya lewatin ga ada perubahan. tanpa agenda, tanpa acara. setiap agenda atau acara yang udah dibuat mulai dari hal yang kecil selalu aja dibatalin di akhir waktu. hfff. yaa, emang sih, pergantian tahun baru bukan berarti harus selalu buat agenda acara, cuman heran aja, kenapa hal kaya gitu bisa terus - terusan..

kaya di tahun 2012, saya ngabisin waktu malam taun baru sendirian di kos. karaokean di laptop, foto kembang api (yang film nya kebakar semua HAHA) ditambah nonton dvd harry potter 1 - 7. pathetic huh? yap! bener banget. semua anak kos ga ada yang standby. semua kenalan di semarang pada punya acara masing masing. sempet nyesel ga pulang, tapi mau gimana lagi-tanggal 2 januari taun lalu udah mulai uas semester satu. yaa, quality time  yang saya punya taun kemaren cuma pas saya ngebuat catatan resolusi untuk satu taun ke depan..

untuk malem taun baru kali ini, 2013, ga ada yg beda. dari dua hari yang lalu saya udah buat agenda untuk ke bioskop, tapi ternyata sore nya batal total. alhasil, saya kembali karaoke-an (di dalam mobil) dan nonton lagi (drama TK2H sama video2 lee seung gi) without moto kembang api. yaa alhamdulillah nya sekarang saya bareng sama bapa ibu ela. keluar rumah buat beli jagung bakar dan muter muter! (keliling kota cilegon tanpa ada tujuan - thats my favorite thing recently hehe)
belom ada resolusi tertulis yang udah saya buat sejauh ini. tapi, saya inget beberapa hal penting yang udah saya lupain sepanjang taun 2012, yaitu:
- Tujuan hidup utama : heaven. - Ibadah dan Ikhlas.
- Prinsip hidup : wanita kristal.

speaking of 2012, banyak banget yang udah saya laluin. pengalaman, pelajaran, dan penghargaan yang ga bernilai. mulai dari the most-depressed, most confused, into most grateful moment. Subhanallah dan Alhamdulillah, Allah udah ngasih kesempatan saya buat ngalamin semua itu.

I hope, this year, I can fix everything that had broken, develop what I already have, and discover something new. bismillah :)

one day left....

tinggal nunggu bebrapa jam lagi buat liat hasil UN,
beberapa puluh jam lagi buat ngeliat hasil pbs,
dan beberapa hari lagi buat perang di snmptn.

Through The (My) Rain..

When you are caught in the rain with nowhere to run when you’re distraught and in pain, without anyone and you keep crying out to be saved, but nobody comes and you feel so far away that you just can't find your way home you can get there alone it's okay what you say is

I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I’m strong enough to mend and every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it through the rain

new skins for new month!

ya, selama hampir 2 jam akhirnya saya bisa masang template ini! setelah bersusah payah dengan tetek bengek di laman template haha
ada beberapa bagian yg saya tambah sendiri jadi maklum kalo acak2an ditambah lagi beberapa laman (comment, follow, tag, music dll) masih ga ada, karna saya masih dalam tahap belajar

mungkin di lain waktu saya akan coba nambah wigdet2 lg di blog saya tercintah ini :D

oiya, tinggal 15 hari lagi saya bakal hadepin UN alias Ujian Nasional. saya mohon doa supaya saya dan kawan2 aksel3 serta anak2 (sd, smp, sma) yg akan menghadapi hal tsb diberi rahmat, taufik, dan hidayah dari Yang Maha Kuasa serta kelancaran menjalaninya. amin.
akhir kata, tetep semangat aksel3, ayo belajar!!!!

regards

raharyani

Sugar's Down, Down, Down

Things make her lost
lost by time and time
her mind fly, fly away
far, far away
stand on the ground, her efforts target
despair
was all left behind
loss heart, loss mind, nothing she gets
one by one, tears fall
tough it's hard to fall..
lie, she pretends not
strong girl, she wants to be
sugar is down
all she has to do is change, not talk nor throw an ash

createdby:raharyani

bismillah, jogjakarta :)

bismillahi rahmanirahim semoga tahun depan saya bisa mempunyai jaket almamater dengan logo ini. amin :)

have to stand!

tired

t i r e d

t i r e d

....

I've came to realize that I am still jogging while my friend did the sprint run :(

but

I have to stand and take the part on this race line!

I have to prove to my parent that I CAN!

I..

CAN

bismillaah ya Allah give me Your strength :)

I do not hate them!

ok,

here, i want to tell you about 'korea' phenomenom! (well, i don't even know what poison they used for grabbing my friend's heart!)

first, although i don't addict to korea, i do not hate it!
second, although i don't even know and still confused about it, i do not hate it!
third, although i am being alone (even though, there is RIZ) and become speechless when my friends start to talk about it, i do not hate them!

why? because i do same with them! i have Ichigo Kurosaki and they have their koreas.

so, please do not talk, say, or do something bad for them!

Regards,


raharyani

I'm late to realize..

woah there's such a great novel like 5cm!

sebenernya itu novel sering banget saya pegang waktu masuk ke gramed tapi entah kenapa saya taeo lagi dan barulah sekitar 2,5 tahun kemudian (23 agustus 2010.red), akhirnya saya sempat untuk membacanya :D <--telat banget!

and finally....

hari ini saya selesai membaca 5cm dan novel itu membuat saya ingin meneteskan air mata (namun sayang sekali saya belum sempat melakukannya)

hal yang paling saya kagumi dari novel ini adalah:

- cara penulis membeberkan segala kejadian sehingga pembaca merasa sedang berada pada saat kejadian itu berlangsung

- kesolid-an, kekompak-an, kebersama-an, dan kesahabat-an(?) yang ditampilkan tokoh tokoh di novel ini sangatlah nyata->membuat saya ingin memminta maaf kepada kawan2 saya yg sering saya abaikan, cuek-an, maupun dibuang(?)

- bagaimana kata - kata di situ membuat hati saya bergetar (halah kok jadi kaya Zafran) pokoknya gitulah <—speechless

- kepribadian dari masing masing tokoh yg ngenaaaaa banget! haaaah what a great characters!! :D

dan masih banyak lagi tentunya haha

thanks RIZ for the novel!

hope I’ll see that novel on my desk everyday :D

it's nice to see her smile (again)

don't you think I'm a lesbian because as you know that's a BIG NO!

this post I dedicated for one of my best friend who was really in a dangerous situation lately
but..
tonight, finally, I saw her smile again :D
maybe that's too much but that's true!
I want you to know that I'm someone that always think about other people despite I'm in troubles or something like that

hope that she will get what she want to deserve! amin :)

almost two years plus one week

this post, I dedicated for 14 August 2008 - 14 August 2010

i hope we can be a good friend as we said last year :)
sorry if it's too much as I want to declare to my self about this, nothing else I want to do!


Note -->altough 21 is almost hanging on my calendar :D

What really are making me spechless?

whoah! I think it has been a long time since I didn't make a posting in this blog. I missed this blog very much haha I'm too much
ok, this time, I make a posting about my dream country (it means that this country will be came by me, amin), frankly, I am someone that always be afraid for dreaming. but tonight, today, I am trying to have brief to say it more. I won't care if it doesn't come as it should be. But, i hope that will be the last option before I do max effort to go there :)

the place that I dream about is:
(you may choose your own background music to read this post)

It's Switzerland :)

and, London, England :)

hope i'll be there for the next ten years, enough for today, see ya :D

Note: deep sorry if my english really makes you sick LOL i'm learning ~(@,@~)