I wouldn’t have been like this :(
I felt uncomfortable with this and couldn't tell the awkward feelings that always hang in my heart.
but…….I won’t
cause i know my mom and dad will be sad, besides with my condition now it’s already made them dissappointed :((
my deepest sorry for you: mom, dad :’((((
I hope, I can pay all the dissappointment that you felt
bismillah ya Allah, I believe in Your Bless :')