bukan 27 ya tapi 23

@newdesraino

here stands, tough

yellow, flower, kamboja

pembual nomor satu?

para para paradise!

pertama kali liat langsung jatuh cinta ❤

mom

this noon my radio turned on but it pissed me off. sheila on 7's song titled just for my mom played..

 

Sometimes I feel my heart so lonely but that's ok
No matter how my girl just left me, I just don't care
Whenever the rain comes down and it's seems there's no one to hold me
She's there for me, she's my mom

how's my mom condition?

Just for my mom, I write this song
Just for my mom, I sing this song
Coz just my mom, can wipe my tears
Coz just my mom, can only here

what have she done for me? a lot. much. 

what have I done at least for the last two months? nothing much. just nothing. 
ck

Trap in a subway, can't remember the day but I feel ok
Damped in damn situation, in every condition with no conclusion
Whenever the rain comes down and it's seems there's none to hold me
She's there for me, she's my mom

what she doing now? 
what am I doing here, now? 
call me tonight, mom

Just for my mom, I write this song
Just for my mom, I sing this song
Coz just my mom, can wipe my tears
Coz just my mom, can only here

telling her my recent condition, she gave me advice. 
eh whats with my eyes? wet. tears?

Just for my mom, I write this song
Just for my mom, I sing this song
Coz just my mom, can wipe my tears
Coz just my mom, can only here

is it because I miss you or Im too ashamed of myself to face you with this condition?
fool..

You may say I have no one, to cover me under the sun
You only get it from your mom, Mom!

love you

your daughter

raharyani

what kind of trees..?

fog &..pinus?

fog fog fog. I love it.

that city's covered by gentle cloud :)

last capture and then...blep!

Tegal Rejo 2

economic charity act was held one week ago. an event from economis and business faculty diponegoro university

I got education for my dedication. try to teach second grade elementary school at tegal rejo 2 temanggung..

it is really an experience for me..

introduction begins..who listen them? dunno..

reading section, performed in front of class, she's smart ;)

he describe the picture. guess who draw it?! right. me! :D

ciye Cichi :p

Origami class! Bird-shape on the go..wussss

"why are you looking at me?" "nop nop"

He named his bird-shape seriously..

fold here, there, here, there. they're making 'kipas' yey!

ligya reti and aji teach them origami. hey teach me some lesson too kakaaaa ;)

half way finishing the 'fan'. break a leg! :D

I don't remember this. oh no what with that face ul XD

after class sesion over, look at their face!

second-grade education team at tegal rejo 2 :) -- right to left: rhety, cichi, aji, me, ligya

Let's say Aaaaa together! :)

19-11-2011

raharyani

berawal dari gombal diakhiri dengan cinta, kita 15!

economic charity act or echa is one of our thing, event, moment that meet us all together. yay!

first, entah takdir atau apa yg menyatukan (alah) kita jadi satu kelompok nih, 15!
frankly, ga ada yg spesial sih pas awal ketemu. yang ada cuma pikiran masing masing tentang anak anak yg dateng..

upacara keberangkatan echa--terik banget!

hari pertama, ditemenin sama mba cinta, kita jalan naik truk tni ke temanggung, tempat tinggal kita selama dua hari ke depan, jumat sabtu minggu, 18 19 20 November 2011. ya, kaya biasa aja gt, kenalan-dengan nyebut nama teman yg lagi memperkenalkan diri-hai ...(nama temanmu), ketawa, nyanyi, tidur, tidur angguk angguk, tidur ngiler, tidur berputar (loh loh?) dan sampai!

kagum. itu kesan pertama dateng karna yg diliat pohon pinus semua haha noraknya saya

untitled

Adik-adikku yang baik hatinya,

Tidak sedikit pribadi yang sesungguhnya mandiri, membatasi yang bisa dilakukannya karena takut kepada pendapat orang lain.

Maka teguhkanlah hatimu di hadapan keraguan dan cibiran orang lain, dan katakanlah:

Aku tak akan mengijinkan pendapat miring orang lain, menjadi pembatas dan penjara bagi hakku untuk menjadi pribadi yang damai, yang bekerja dengan jujur untuk kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaanku.

Bila aku salah dan gagal, itu adalah tanggung-jawabku sendiri, dan biarkanlah aku bangkit dan memulai lagi dari arang dan debu kegagalanku.

Tapi bila aku benar, maka kebenaran dan kebaikanku adalah keuntungan bagi diriku dan sesamaku, termasuk mereka yang meragukan dan mencibirku.

Aku penguasa hidupku sendiri.

Watch me!

Mario Teguh

my first-cooked breakfast!

Brown-egg w/ rice and Goodday Cappucino-U-letterChocoGranule :3

almost one month!

first of all I want to say 'wow' to the blogspot's new appereance ;)

okay, it has been almost one month for me living in Semarang! jeng jeng jeng *backsound
now I go to Diponegoro University for Accounting studies fufufu ah ya you may say i'm lost, why? it's because at senior high my major was in science but now I take social studies. But that's okay as far as I go I enjoy this. After investigating some of my classmates, most of them are same with me here, their major was science! so, at least, I'm not alone..

well, even I'm a new one-month freshman -not fish (krik), I had something, something I had, related to College life, friendship, people, organization, and myself, of course.

initially, this post is written to tell you about my one-month college life, but my mood changed fufu now, I just want to praise my Lord, Alhamdulillah :) , that gave me this opportunity here, even my univ is the ordinary one, retarded, stated in the dark unknown world, with tamed animals along the road, no food no water, LOLkidding

for my parents, sister, beloved friends, thank you very musch for your support pray, take care there -I love you more :)


here I am,  now, Tembalang, Semarang, Central Java, Jawa Tengah
raharyani

7%

Suatu ketika seorang manusia diberi kesempatan untuk berkomunikasi dengan Tuhannya dan berkata, “Tuhan ijinkan saya untuk dapat melihat seperti apakah Neraka dan Surga itu”.
Kemudian Tuhan membimbing manusia itu menuju ke dua buah pintu dan kemudian membiarkannya melihat ke dalam.
Di tengah ruangan terdapat sebuah meja bundar yang sangat besar, dan di tengahnya terdapat semangkok sup yang beraroma sangat lezat yang membuat manusia tersebut mengalir air liurnya. Meja tersebut dikelilingi orang-orang yang kurus yang tampak sangat kelaparan.
Orang-orang itu masing-masing memegang sebuah sendok yang terikat pada tangan masing-masing. Sendok tersebut cukup panjang untuk mencapai mangkok di tengah meja dan mengambil sup yang lezat.
Tapi karena sendoknya terlalu panjang, mereka tidak dapat mencapai mulutnya dengan sendok tadi untuk memakan sup yang terambil.
Si Manusia tadi merinding melihat penderitaan dan kesengsaraan yang dilihatnya dalam ruangan itu.
Tuhan berkata, “Kamu sudah melihat NERAKA”
Lalu mereka menuju ke pintu kedua yang ternyata berisi meja beserta sup dan orang-orang yang kondisinya persis sama dengan ruangan di pintu pertama.
Perbedaannya, di dalam ruangan ini orang-orang tersebut berbadan sehat dan berisi dan mereka sangat bergembira di keliling meja tersebut.
Melihat keadaan ini si Manusia menjadi bingung dan berkata “Apa yang terjadi ? kenapa di ruangan yang kondisinya sama ini mereka terlihat lebih bergembira ?”
Tuhan kemudian menjelaskan, “Sangat sederhana, yang dibutuhkan hanyalah satu sifat baik”
“Perhatikan bahwa orang-orang ini dengan ikhlas menyuapi orang lain yang dapat dicapainya dengan sendok bergagang panjang, sedangkan di ruangan lain orang-orang yang serakah hanyalah memikirkan kebutuhan dirinya sendiri “
Diperkirakan bahwa 93% penerima tidak akan mem forward cerita ini . Bila anda termasuk sisa 7% yang akan mem forward nya, lakukanlah dengan memberi judul 7% pada title nya.
Saya termasuk yang 7% tadi, ingatlah saya akan selalu ada untuk berbagi sendok dengan anda!

pengumuman!

 

essay #1: do not believe what the exterior shows

in process*

01072011

when two becomes four if it adds two 

or

still two without becoming four by doing nothing

kindergarten-elementary's music box!

putri dalam cermin

dalam bayang sendu kau kusapa, wahai putri dalam cerminku, temani diriku terluka. dalam bayang semu kau ku pinta, hapuskan sedihku, pancarkanlah senyummu, buatlah diriku terbawa
bawa daku bersamamu, capai bintang2 sinari sepiku, wahai putriku dalam cerminan, hiburkan hatiku walau dalam lamunan

kotak musikku

denting di keheningan malam, mengalun merdumu di tengah kesunyian, bening damai kurasakan, mengajakku ke alam yg penuh impian.
ingin kau iringi aku dalam gaun menawan, dan hiasi aku dengan kerlipan bintang, yg sangatlah terang benderang, jadikanku seorang bintang, menari2 di sepanjang malam
suasana kian gemerlapan, kularut dalam keriangan, bernyanyi2 menari2 hingga malam pun terpejam, kotak musikku tlah terdiam di pelukan malam

Aku Beranjak Dewasa

di malam yg sunyi dan sesenyap ini, dapatkah ku mohon pada yg Esa, masihkah tampak manis raut wajahku? masihkan seputih kapas di hatiku? bilakah tlah ku koyak mata hatiku, oh mungkinkah?
begitu besarnya, kasihmu untukku , karunia darimu setiap waktu.
tanpaMu takkan indah jalan hidupku, tanpamu takkan mudah nikmat rizkiku, karnamu slalu bersyukur saat ini, ku beranjak dewasa
semoga hidup ini ku lalui dengan hati yg seterang bintang2 indah bertaburan, tanpa kecewa amarah prangsaka, oh dan semoga selalu ku jalani perintahmu tuhan bimbinglah diriku, penuh kasih yg maha pengasih, doaku selalu (di malam ini)

I really love those song! :)
by: Sherina Munaf @AndaiAkuTlahDewasa @MyLife

:)

"Just A Dream" by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

love it! :D

truk (lagi)?!

what had happened to me for the last one month?

(kurang lebih) ini gambaran kondisi jalan tol jakarta-cilegon sekarang ini

1. jakarta = cilegon (wth!)


lucu ga sih? enggalaah. ya tepat. sangat tidak lucu!
saya lupa kapan nya. yg jelas, waktu itu pagi, pagi banget, pas udah solat subuh, saya melakukan ritual lanjutan: tidur (jangan dicontoh), sekitar jam enam lewat lima belas, saya diminta nganterin bapa ke terminal serang, soalnya beliau mau pergi ke jakarta. masih dalam keadaan setengah sadar, saya anterin tuh ya. (masih pake baju tidur, dg tambahan kerudung dan hp aja. tanpa uang sepeser pun di mobil maupun di kantong)
saya jg lupa, gimana2 di jalannya. saya (serada) sadar pas bapa udah turun dan ngasih uang 20ribu buat balik ke cilegon lewat jalan tol serang timur. saya juga inget kalo besok bakal ikut wawancara buat seleksi trisakti, yg katanya pake bahasa inggris.

Aya Hirano - God Knows..

great song :D

what did I do?

misconception!

pertama, tes snmptn udah kelar. alhamdulillah. saya yakin Allah bakal kasih hasil yg terbaik buat saya gimana pun hasilnya :)
kedua, saya ingin berterima kasih buat orang2 yg udah men-support saya, riz ily, thanks a lot. you guys are my guardian beautiful angels :')
ketiga, saya ngebuat rekor baru: Tangerang Timur - Cilegon! (yah lumayan pegel sih, tapi puas! haha)
keempat-yg menjadi topik posting saya kali ini-saya pengen minta maaf buat orang udah pernah saya argue tentang masalah 'rezeki' di dunia ini. entah ada berapa orang saya lupa. yg jelas: saya minta maaf, saya ngeyel, merasa paling bener, stubborn like a bull, payah bangettttt. ya, intinya saya minta maaf!

motivated enough, get well-prepared, do the best, do not stop to pray and keep calm!

:)

titik darah penghabisan...

maaf pak, bu

kekecewaan yg kalian rasakan,
kesedihan yg kalian rasakan,
kekecewaan yg kalian rasakan,
kesedihan yg kalian rasakan,
kekecewaan,
kesedihan,
dan
sekarang hanya kata itu yg dapat saya katakan..

one day left....

tinggal nunggu bebrapa jam lagi buat liat hasil UN,
beberapa puluh jam lagi buat ngeliat hasil pbs,
dan beberapa hari lagi buat perang di snmptn.

seventeen :)

 

my slimmy ;) 

Through The (My) Rain..

When you are caught in the rain with nowhere to run when you’re distraught and in pain, without anyone and you keep crying out to be saved, but nobody comes and you feel so far away that you just can't find your way home you can get there alone it's okay what you say is

I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I’m strong enough to mend and every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it through the rain

(Great!) Afternoon..

sekitar 17.30, udah lama...

happening again......

I just finished read 12 volumes (@170pages) CCS (Card Captor Sakura) in just two days with the activities that I had, so it may be one day full. I'm proud of it!
It's great. It thought me about achievement, hard work, friendship, affection, and also love. It told me that there was a differences between affection and love. Again, and again, I fell in love with the characters! (I'm so sorry Ichigo and Shinichi)

Catch Me Catch You Lyric

(Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation)

Cardcaptor Sakura

aitai na aenai na setsunai na kono kimochi
ienai no iitai no
CHANSU nogashite bakari
I want to see you, but I can't... How sad, these feelings...
I can't say it, but I want to.
I just keep letting my chance slip by.

datte (datte) datte (datte)
tsubasa hiroge futari de
sora wo MARASON yume wo YUNIZON shitai
But still (But still) But still (But still)
Together, let's spread our wings and
marathon across the sky; I want our dreams to be in unison

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me matte
kotchi wo muite SUKI da to itte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
atashi no omoi anata no HA-TO ni
tonde tonde tonde yuke
ma - yo - wa - na - i
Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Wait up!
Look this way and say you like me.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
My thoughts will
fly, fly, fly into your heart!
They - will - not - get - lost! 

tama ni ne nakunatchau karada no BATTERI-
anata no egao de
itsumo juuden manTAN PAWA- bakuhatsu shichae
Sometimes, my batteries just run dry.
But with your smile,
they're always fully charged, ready to explode.

o-negai (o-negai) o-negai (o-negai)
mazu wa o-tomodachi kara
waratte mitsumete tanoshii mainichi ni shitai
Please (Please) Please (Please)
We're friends first, so
I want to smile, look at you, and have fun every day.

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ZETTAI
unmei datte o-niai datte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
dare ni mo makenai anata ni sekai de
ichiban ichiban ichiban ichiban
KO - I - SHI - TE - 'RU
Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Absolutely!
It's our destiny. It suits us well.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
I won't give in to anyone. I'll be
No. 1, No. 1, No. 1, No. 1 in the world to you!
I'm - in - love - with - you!

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me matte
kotchi wo muite SUKI da to itte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
atashi no omoi anata no HA-TO ni
tonde tonde tonde yuke
ma - yo - wa - na - i
Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Wait up!
Look this way and say you like me.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
My thoughts will
fly, fly, fly into your heart!
They - will - not - get - lost!

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ZETTAI
unmei datte o-niai datte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
dare ni mo makenai anata ni sekai de
ichiban ichiban ichiban ichiban
KO - I - SHI - TE - 'RU
Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Absolutely!
It's our destiny. It suits us well.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
I won't give in to anyone. I'll be
No. 1, No. 1, No. 1, No. 1 in the world to you!
I'm - in - love - with - you!

Contributed by Takayama Miyuki

Source 

Josh: you know, unbelievable, crazy special, the girl that I thought could never exist (edited)

My friends told me that I'm not the one who think about this matter, like boy, love, or even married not like most of my friends that already thought about it.
Actually my friends were wrong (maybe 30% percents that means they're absolutely right about 70%). I've thought it but I've not interested with it yet, and I thought it's better, so much better! cause my brain is already fulfilled (but I'm not sure) with other things that I can't describe. Although sometimes when I read or watched something related to this matter, I couldn't avoid to think about it. just like I watched this video. Haha I know, it's ridiculous!
I think it's a good (very) short movie videos by Wong Fu Pro. It just need one night for 1million viewer! 4 thumbs up for this! :D

   

 "you know, unbelievable, crazy special, the girl that I thought could never exist" (Josh) "what do you think if we don't end up together? we gonna hate each other or keep in touch?" (Marissa) "I'd be thankful for that, and I hope, wherever you are, you'd be thankful too, and I think that the best we can wish for" (Josh)

Written and Directed by Philip Wang
Produced with Wesley Chan and Ted Fu
Assistant Producer: Christine Chen
Production Assistant: Regina Fang

well, I like this video, especially their idea, setting and soundtracks :)

regards

raharyani

nice weather for my first beautiful free (for a while) day!

well, having had 13716926 (read: 4, four, just 4) days for the national examintion while my friends were having their national examination....'s holiday was very good. right!

udah hampir 2 hari sejak hari terakhir ujian nasional dan saya melakukan hal2 yg ga bisa saya lakukan. yak, macem2 hal.......berbagai macam: 3 macem.

1.tidur, makan, (belajar), tidur, makan, (belajar)

(gambar1.1)thanks to these things! I'd be able to stay studying :)

selama 4 hari itu, jam tidur saya ga karuan. saya tidur siang dari jam 2 sampai jam 4an lalu saya belajar (gatau bisa disebut balajar apa ga) sampai sekitar jam 12 malem (yg pastinya diselingi dengan berbagai macam hal(lagi) mulai dari baca komik, nyayi(?), photo, buat video, makan tentunya!, dan tidur) jam 12an tidur dan bangun sekitar jam 2 dini hari lalu tidur sekitar jam 5, bangun jam 6 (mandi dan siap2 sekolah) terus jam setengah 7 berangkat dan begitulah 3 hari seterusnya! sebenernya satu orang guru saya bilang kalo udah mau UN ga usah belajar2 lagi, nongkrong atau ga main aja, tapi menurut saya hal itu bisa menimbulkan hal yg sangat berbahaya dalam diri kita, yaitu keangkuhan. entahlah, tapi menurut saya gitu. so, saya tetep belajar(?) dengan berbagai komik, novel, dan hp di sekitar saya (gambar1.1). sekarang saya bisa tidur, makan, (belajar) sesukanya! Haha

2. reuni dan nginep!
satu hari sebelum hari terakhir saya inget kawan2 saya yg sedang berpulang ke hunian masing2 terus kami sepakat mengadakan jamuan makan siang yg berakhir dengan cara yg dramatis(?) karena masing2 punya kemampuan finansial yg sangat terbatas (kecuali manjut). pilihan makanan pun diputus dengan pizza, two pizza, big size pizza.saya lupa kita milih apa aja, yg pasti semuanya dimakan habis dan menyisakan 2 slice.
apa yg kita lakukan?
makan sambil ketawa (jangan dicontoh), cerita perkembangan masing2 di sekolah dan soal makanan!, bagi2 suvenir dan (satu hal yg ga mungkin dilupakan oleh cewe2 yg sedang kumpul) cerita tentang masalah...as you know-lah. semuanya! tapi gatau kenapa, semuanya jadi ngarah sama saya, saya disuruh ngaku dan milih dua cowo yg disebutkan yg sama sekali ga saya duga! hahaha kacau! akhirnya, saya bisa meyakinkan mereka bahwa kenyataannya, sekarang, (walau dulu sempet ada) saya lagi ga suka, deket (atau apapun itu, dalam konteks yg berbeda) dengan orang2 yg mereka duga atau yg lainnya. beneran! (loh jadi curhat). pas waktunya nginep (cuma bertiga aja ini) kita nonton tv show jepang, seigi no mikata, (kapan2 saya bakal ngpost ttg ini) sampai sekitar jam 2 dini hari.

3. nonton film, baca novel, baca komik, nonton video, makan (tentunya)
novel: Spring In London (stayed for 6 hours), ESQ, Young On Top, Tepi Langit (semuanya masih dibaca sampi sekarang)
video: Strangers,again by wongfupro (see next post) Sakura The Card Captor
komik: semua komik yg ada di lemari :)
film: Tangled! (higly recommend) Lost In Perth (...biasa aja) Sky Line The Duthes(belom ditonton)
makan:...........

ya, itu hal yg terjadi dua hari ini.

sir, one war was over. let's prepare for the next wars and another unknown wars. thank you.

regards

raharyani 

Guess who?! well, It's Dany Shay!

ok, if you think he is jb!
I'm sorry, you are absolutly perfectly completely wrong!
she is not him!
I didn't mean anything by posting the video. I don't hate jb and not being his fan. It's all just for fun! :D
but, before it becomes something missunderstanding, I'm truly saying sorry to you all jb's fans. truly..really...really sorry..

enjoy!

regards 

raharyani

Fight for National Examination!

my fav song in my(almost)entire life! :D

this is it...
The most beautiful song in the(my)world!
(Variation of) Twinkle Twinkle Litle Star K.265 by Mozart

it's a drawing design or........a crap?!

lagi2 keadaan membuat saya membuat terdesak untuk menggambar!
saya akui, gambar saya belum bisa disebut gambar (sepenuhnya) tapi lebih mendekati ke abstrak, saya yakin semua orang di dekat saya sudah tau hal ini, entah mereka memahami atau mengasihani saya (loh?)

masih belum cukup dewasa :(

"Bruno Mars did a cover of this!"

Well, that was one of comments in David Choi's youtube page when he covered Just The Way You are by Bruno Mars. Actually, I want to tell you this video long time before, but I just had a school exam. so, now is the time!
do you know? frankly, I love this one better than the original version ;) but it depends on our music appetite lol I mean music taste.
don't forget to check another songs which he covers or maybe check his own songs. I'd recommend you the 'That Girl' by himself and 'Grenade' cover.

ok, enjoy this song! :D

regards

raharyani

Album Baru Sheilla On 7: Berlayar

the newest album from Sheila On 7. Finally, uncle Duta and his friends put their 7th album!!
saya senang banget! band yg selalu ngebuat lagu2nya jd hits ini adalah salah satu band favorit saya halah jadi curhat

cover album Sheila On & : Berlayar

ok, saya tau ini pas nonton ShowBuzz di metrotv, dan pas saya search di mbah google ternyata udah lumayan lama sekitar 1 bulan yg lalu (yg artinya saya telat banget!), ckck seperti biasa saya selalu jadi penggemar yg payah

album ini jadi filosofi buat band sheila yg udah berlayar hampir 15 tahun di blantika musik Indonesia, wih bahasanya..haha. list lagu yg ada di album ini di antaranya:
Track List :
1. Have Fun
2. Pasti Ku Bisa
3. Hujan Turun
4. On The Phone
5. Hari Bersamanya
6. Berlayar Denganku
7. Perfect Time
8. Kamus Hidupku
9. Bait Pertama
10. Hari Bersamanya (Accoustic Version)


kalo mau denger, lagu2 ini udah ada dimana2 kok, di youtube ataupun tempat donlot gratisan. tapi jangan lupa buat beli album aslinya ya!

new skins for new month!

ya, selama hampir 2 jam akhirnya saya bisa masang template ini! setelah bersusah payah dengan tetek bengek di laman template haha
ada beberapa bagian yg saya tambah sendiri jadi maklum kalo acak2an ditambah lagi beberapa laman (comment, follow, tag, music dll) masih ga ada, karna saya masih dalam tahap belajar

mungkin di lain waktu saya akan coba nambah wigdet2 lg di blog saya tercintah ini :D

oiya, tinggal 15 hari lagi saya bakal hadepin UN alias Ujian Nasional. saya mohon doa supaya saya dan kawan2 aksel3 serta anak2 (sd, smp, sma) yg akan menghadapi hal tsb diberi rahmat, taufik, dan hidayah dari Yang Maha Kuasa serta kelancaran menjalaninya. amin.
akhir kata, tetep semangat aksel3, ayo belajar!!!!

regards

raharyani

Black, Blue, Red, and White

supermoon

Supermoon, March 18 2011, 9:41 PM

your gift from me..

for you who are far away
distance and time
rare and naive
was being swallowed amidst

for you who don't know me
I starting to snicker, reaching abyss
hurt! meet the stopper again

for you who I don't know where you are
unscatched but dire
taunting me for...
my rare dwells
and staring my ruins sadly....

senbud attack????

jadwal tidur saya, sehari sebelum ujian praktek seni budaya, kacau!

hal itu ngebuat saya ga ngantuk malemnya, karena bingung banyak banget yg mau dikerjain (dari mulai ngapal agama, biologi, sampai mikir pattern buat ujian besok), saya mulai dari yg akan saya kerjakan terlebih dulu. seni budaya!

saya panik! karena pensil warna yg mau dipake besok ga bisa nyata. alhasil saya serut serut terus tuh pensil dan akhirnya saya nemu cara buat ngewarnai tanpa pensil. terus saya nyari motif buat digambar di mbah google dan berniat tidur tapi.....pas udah nemu motif yg cocok bukannya ganti buku malah saya keasikan hehe and the result is........

"flower in gradation"

p.s: sudah ada campur tangan editor (pengaturan kontras)

you know, I feel like I'm just an ugly duck, get stuck between those normal duck...or maybe swan....they start to swim yet I start to break my duck's

eggshell..

even...

I'm a realistic, but I still have dreams :)

controling (my) mind controling (my) mind controling (my) mind controling (my) mind

I'm controling my mind
bismilah..

Xin Xing De Lei Guang Lyric - OST Starlit

Wo xiang yao de mei hao
The happiness that I’m looking for

Ming zhi yong yuan dao bu liao
is out of reach forever

Gei ni yi ge wei xiao
Giving you a smile

Dan yuan ni ming liao
Hoping you’ll understand

Sheng ming yi jing tai mei li
http://yuyaindou.blogspot.com
My life is already so beautiful

Yin wei ceng jing yong you ni
Because I once had you

Sui ran xiang ke liu xing
Even though (I’m) like a meteor

Ye yao can lan ni de xin
I still want to light up your heart

Chorus:

Da ying ni wo hui nu li hu xi
I promise you I’ll do my best to breathe

Rang shi jie zhi dao wo duo ai ni
http://yuyaindou.blogspot.com
To let the world know how much I love you

Jiu suan yong jing suo you li qi
Even if it takes all my strength

Yao gei ni zui xing fu de hui yi
I want to give you the happiest memories

Da ying wo hao hao zhen xi zi ji
Promise me you’ll cherish yourself properly

Rang wo neng hao wu yi han li qu
So I can leave without regrets

Lei guang hua cheng man tian xing xing
http://yuyaindou.blogspot.com
Tears will change to a sky full of stars

Shou zhe ni
Protecting you

Last part:

Yi shan yi shan liang jing jing
Twinkle twinkle little stars

Na shi wo zai dui ni
That is me

Zha yan jing
Winking at you

D cinnamons - Super girl

It’s not suppose to feel
it does suppose to be like this
I’m not what I used to be

soon that I can’t breath
I feel that I can’t be my self
strong when I’m alone

I’d try to get you out of my mind
and many times I try to step on the ground
but shades of you, taste of you, smell of you
spinning in my head…
goin' crazy just because of you

# take me out of here… 2x
I'm not my self, not I used to be
yes, I’m strong. I used to be a supergirl
well… I just miss being me

so long, I’ve blame my self dreamin but you
I don’t want to stop, and I hate to be alone
just tell me, where you are

I’m looking for you at many places
never bored askin people ’bout where you are
hey don’t you dare treat me like
you don’t know me

now you’re out of my world, don’t know
where to find you

back to #

ooo… that strong little girl
ooo… I don’t wanna be alone

you control me, you control me, ohh..
you control me ….
the way you are makes me don’t wanna go
won’t be alone anymore
you control me…

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Shiny Sun, Sun Shine

you!
stop there!
shimmering me..
shining on me..
it's bright, just too bright
it should be hot, but
i do shiver
wondering tiptoe not
on your back
it can't!
you are too much
dazzled
stop! please..

Takut itu Kunci Sukses, Kawan!

Ayrton Senna, the great Brazilian Gran Prix driver, once famously was quoted: “To survive Gran Prix racing, you need to be afraid. Fear is an important feeling. It helps you to race longer and live longer”.

Takut itu salah satu hal yg kita hadapai dengan cara kita masing2. Kita merasa takut bisa dalam berbagai hal, dan ini sudah menjadi hal yg sudah pasti akan kita rasakan dalam hidup kita.
Contohnya nih, si penulis artikel yg asli, ngeliat banyak banget calon pengusaha yang takut masuk ke kompetisi yg sebenarnya dalam bisnis atau bahkan berkomitmen. Tetapi ada juga, walau rada dikit, tapi ini yang biasanya paling sukses, adalah fearful of failure-takut gagal. Nah, ketakutan orang2 inilah yang ngebuat mereka do to gargantuan effort atau mengeluarkan usaha sebesar mungkin, ngeluarin semua yg dia punya dan fokus pada tarjet yg mereka ingin raih supaya mereka kehindar dari rasa takutnya.
Ketakutan ini bisa jadi konstruktif atau destruktif. Dari contoh si penulis, pebisnis golf yg punya rasa takut negatif akan meledaknya kesempatan besar dan pebisnis yg sangatt hati2 dalam ngebuat komitmen (yg diyakini penulis bakal punya ending buruk) dan akhirnya malah kehilangan kesempatan yg ada.
Sebaliknya, si penulis bertemu dengan pebisnis yg punya rasa takut positif. Takut Gagal. Ga ada tantangan yg ga bisa mereka taklukin. Mereka bisa nemu jalan suksesnya. Mereka dapat menghadapi dan menjinakkan rasa takut mereka.

Artikel ini adalah hasil dari blog-walking(walking). Semoga artikel yg bisa (insyaAllah) jadi pencerah bagi kawan2 semua. asalnya artikel ini dalam bahasa inggris tapi saya singkat dan translate (dengan bahasa saya sendiri tentunya) ke bahasa indonesia. Maaf apabila ada kesalahan. Semoga bermanfaat :D

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Sugar's Down, Down, Down

Things make her lost
lost by time and time
her mind fly, fly away
far, far away
stand on the ground, her efforts target
despair
was all left behind
loss heart, loss mind, nothing she gets
one by one, tears fall
tough it's hard to fall..
lie, she pretends not
strong girl, she wants to be
sugar is down
all she has to do is change, not talk nor throw an ash

createdby:raharyani

I tried to make doodle. but, (still) ended up like this ~(*-*~)

ups they got me (so well)

by: http://rlin06.tumblr.com/

(23:35, 8211) asa arang, arang asa..

kombinasi rasa jiwa
tak kenal damai sentosa
asa kalah dengan arang!
mengalah kalah atau dikalahkan?
batin acuh, namun tak tau
akankah suatu saat bangkit atau lenyap?
tuntas, dihangus arang?
air mata terurai tak kuasa
tahan, tahan, tahan!
asa arang, arang asa,
ya, tak selalu serasa
inilah nyata, hidup, dunia

(my)playlist of the month: Jan '11

right, this is it:
- Details In The Fabric - Jason Mraz
- Hope Is A Dream That Never Sleep - OST. Baker King (Kyuhyun SJ)
- Pink - F****** Perfect
- Reflection (Original) - Lea Sabonga

now I try to make a list for songs that frequently I heard this month. what's for? actually, me, I dunno hehehe

Alahumma Amin :')

sore hari, ruang keluarga...
Ibu: "mba...(bla bla bla) makanya kuliah nanti yg bener, biar bisa sekolah di luar siapa tau dapet jodoh dokter, kan bisa tuh ke Inggris kuliah bareng sok hidup di sana.."
U: "....." #kaget!
Ibu: "yaaa orang tua mana sih yg gamau punya mantu pinter cakep mapan gitu,"
U: "....amin bu" #masihkaget! #speechless

ya, Allahumma Amin makasih atas doanya bu :')

duet maestro(?)

udah dua dari tiga hari ini, saya dan kawan2 akselerasi, ujian praktek.
dan waktu hari pertama, kita ga dapet giliran ujian praktek karena nilai ujian udah masuk duluan. alhasil saya dan kawan2 melakukan pekerjaan macem2, mulai dari nonton, main pes, makan, ngegambar dll.
saya termasuk ke kelompok menggambar!
saya, ines, fitria dan ikna mencoba membuat gambar dan jadinya abstrak!
nah saya inget komik miiko yg nyeritain ttg gambar beruntun yg digambar sama miiko dan tappei. akhirnya saya nantang innes buat ngelakuin apa yg dilakuin miiko sama tappei itu hahaha
setelah bergelut hampir 10menit kamu mendapatkan hasil akhirnya!
dan, inilah diaaa....
(musik latar)


hahahahha
saya ketawa liat gambar ini. kenapa? soalnya saya dan innes punya persepsi masing2:
innes: dia bilang kalo ini adalah gambar roket, liat ada asep asep gitu
saya: saya mikir dari awal kalo ini singa yg lagi ada di panggung sirkus..

yah itulah persepsi kami, anda punya persepsi lain?? :D

percakapan di sela barisan dan deret angka aritmatika

hampir tengah hari..

"hah cape tau r.."

"...!!"

"padahal baru juga ngerjain 4 soal.."

"R, kalo di inget2, orang tua kita setiap hari harus ngerjain soal lebih dari 4 soal ini, belom lg pas sampe rumah beliau2 pasti mikirin ttg kita, mikir makan kita, mikir gimana besok nyari uang buat kita, mikiri...."

"HAH AYO SEMANGAT, DEMI ORANG TUA KITA!"

"YEAH SEMANGAT!"

Dashboard Confessional - Alter The Ending

another band from west!
one of my favorite!
this is it!
i knew this band from their sixth album (i do really sorry :/) in the last 2009 and i was falling from the first sight! moreover, their first and second single (Belle Of The Boulevard and Alter The Ending) from this album is easy listening and their music makes me feel something (it's true!) that i don't know what it is until now!

I'd recommend this band, Dashboard Confessional, for you pals who loves music band but don't really like the tough and rough music. this band has their acoustic album called Deluxe Edition and i love this one more! :)

here the songs that you will hear from this album are:

No.	Title	Length
1.	"Get Me Right [Acoustic]"	3:15
2.	"Until Morning [Acoustic]"	3:33
3.	"Everybody Learns from Disaster [Acoustic]"	3:24
4.	"Belle of the Boulevard [Acoustic]"	4:13
5.	"I Know About You [Acoustic]"	3:06
6.	"Alter the Ending [Acoustic]"	3:10
7.	"Blame It on the Changes [Acoustic]"	4:05
8.	"Even Now [Acoustic]"	2:41
9.	"The Motions [Acoustic]"	3:59
10.	"No News Is Bad News [Acoustic]"	3:58
11.	"Water and Bridges [Acoustic]"	3:36
12.	"Hell on the Throat [Acoustic]"	2:54
41:54

enjoy :)

my night sunday(?) project

well, after (plus min) one hour in front of my computer.

now, I want to present a picture created by me!!

are you ready?

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…..tarrrra!

don't be so surpise!
i know it's an awesome pict LOL :))

review hari ini..

(inalillahi) saya nyontek lks tik, tq.

survey atau..?

BUTA! do you know??
BUku TAhunan, ya, buku yg berisi mengenai foto2 anak2 kelas 3 yg (akan) lulus! AMIN
alhamdulilah, kelas saya termasuk di kumpulan anak2 itu daaaaaan..kita harus buat tuh barang, yg namanya buta!
alhasil kita pun survey (tapi entah apa bisa disebut survey) ke tempat2 yg ingin kita fotoi(?) bareng2 sama tim kreatif, sebut saja RAH, DR, GPLA, MFF, DSR, dan ANK. udah tuh ya selesai..

nah, tapi entah kenapa, saya tergoda buat hunting foto (berasa fotografer aja) di sana, dan akhirnya saya mengajak RIZ, WA, GPLA, dan MAH buat hunting bareng! kebetulan mereka sekalian berangkat futsal. oia, dateng satu orang lagi, DSR, di tengah2 hunting saat kita hunting itu! jadinya......


sayang banget, sepertinya Allah tidak menghendaki acara ini berjalan dan menyuruh kami pulang, jadi entah kenapa camdig yg udah saya cash, mati mendadak! jadi kita cuma sempet dateng ke satu tempat T_T
dan inilah orang2 yang sangat berarti bagi saya (lebay) hahaha

ehem, ada yg kenal?! :p

MAH, DSR, GPLA, RIZ, WA
(from left to the right)