this is the true strength of memories, i think :')

"those painful memories are what can help us to make it tomorrow, and become stronger. taht goes everyone - every human being has the power within them"

Erza Scarlet - Fairy Tail (chapter 104, page 14)

ke-frontal-an seorang guru

(teraweh usai)
U: ibu!
(salim)
I: walah uli, nambah gendut, jelek banget deh!
(ibu pun berlalu)
U: T___T
(sensor)

Quotes of Ichigo :)

“There is no point in Fighting! There is no point in Living! I have to win!!!”

–Kurosaki Ichigo

I'm late to realize..

woah there's such a great novel like 5cm!

sebenernya itu novel sering banget saya pegang waktu masuk ke gramed tapi entah kenapa saya taeo lagi dan barulah sekitar 2,5 tahun kemudian (23 agustus 2010.red), akhirnya saya sempat untuk membacanya :D <--telat banget!

and finally....

hari ini saya selesai membaca 5cm dan novel itu membuat saya ingin meneteskan air mata (namun sayang sekali saya belum sempat melakukannya)

hal yang paling saya kagumi dari novel ini adalah:

- cara penulis membeberkan segala kejadian sehingga pembaca merasa sedang berada pada saat kejadian itu berlangsung

- kesolid-an, kekompak-an, kebersama-an, dan kesahabat-an(?) yang ditampilkan tokoh tokoh di novel ini sangatlah nyata->membuat saya ingin memminta maaf kepada kawan2 saya yg sering saya abaikan, cuek-an, maupun dibuang(?)

- bagaimana kata - kata di situ membuat hati saya bergetar (halah kok jadi kaya Zafran) pokoknya gitulah <—speechless

- kepribadian dari masing masing tokoh yg ngenaaaaa banget! haaaah what a great characters!! :D

dan masih banyak lagi tentunya haha

thanks RIZ for the novel!

hope I’ll see that novel on my desk everyday :D

it's nice to see her smile (again)

don't you think I'm a lesbian because as you know that's a BIG NO!

this post I dedicated for one of my best friend who was really in a dangerous situation lately
but..
tonight, finally, I saw her smile again :D
maybe that's too much but that's true!
I want you to know that I'm someone that always think about other people despite I'm in troubles or something like that

hope that she will get what she want to deserve! amin :)

the things that i couldn't say

the things are such a poor quote :

my first tells and teaches me how to love someone..
my second tells and teaches me how to miss someone..

there's no regreting to be your partner in your life at all even just for seconds
thank you :')

If I had moved to another school..

I wouldn’t have been like this :(
I felt uncomfortable with this and couldn't tell the awkward feelings that always hang in my heart.
but…….I won’t
cause i know my mom and dad will be sad, besides with my condition now it’s already made them dissappointed :((
my deepest sorry for you: mom, dad :’((((

I hope, I can pay all the dissappointment that you felt
bismillah ya Allah, I believe in Your Bless :')

almost two years plus one week

this post, I dedicated for 14 August 2008 - 14 August 2010

i hope we can be a good friend as we said last year :)
sorry if it's too much as I want to declare to my self about this, nothing else I want to do!


Note -->altough 21 is almost hanging on my calendar :D